Why Weight?

why put off tomorrow what you can do today? I have been telling myself that for the last several months,trying to get my self moving. When in reality I have not even been listening to myself.  I really wish there was a button that I could push that would take all these pounds away.

How awesome would it be, not having to step inside a gym.

As great as that sounds, its not reality. Its time to wake up and look in the Mirror. 

My weight is not going down its just going up, at the beginning of 2010 I worked out daily for about six months, I lost a total of 25 pounds during that time and then one day I just stop. I stop working out, watching what I eat, just all together stop caring. I felt like I was okay with where I was at. then I started to gain weight and I ended up gaining it all back plus more. So, now all I do is dream about losing weight and being skinnier then I am. But its time to WAKE UP! 

There's going to be No more 

To myself

or

and above all 

This is the Motto I'm going to live by from now on.

My weight as of today is ....

290 

that is the heaviest I have every been; just ten 

more pounds and I will be 300. I feel so sick to my stomach. 

I can't believe I have aloud myself to get that big. 

If you are struggling with your weight and feel like your alone 

your not. I am right there with you. I would like to invite all those who have struggled with their weight to Join me in starting a NEW. 

Taking one day at a time to just MOVE. 

Join me ever Saturday where I will post about my experience in working out and losing the pounds and where you can too express your feelings on the subject and how you are doing.

Starting December 11th.